Saturday, December 12, 2009

Lil’ Jackov Johnny

I dedicate this to Lindsay Lohan, who is in my city right now making a documentary on human trafficking with BBC.

He sat there with his arms around her, a voice running through his head.

It told him to calm down, and ignore the sight on that bed.

His little frame was trembling and was covered in goose bumps too.

He cried out into the night, “Oh God! What did I do??”


Jackov Johnny was his name, this eleven year old boy.

A playful child with an innocent smile, some people’s perfect little toy.

He hailed from a decent home, but now stayed in an inn.

Childhood lost at an early age, his body covered in others sins.


“How did it come to this?” you ask. Well I’ll tell you his tale.

Sit down on and you will hear how, his life became so stale.

You see Lil’ Johnny was such a nice child, one you’d call the best.

He was a normal little boy who spent his time playing, and then studying with the rest.


He loved his mommy and papa, from the earth till the sky.

Life was all perfect, and then one day they had to die.

Little Johnny’s life was crushed, his tears he couldn’t hold.

This is just the beginning of his miseries; we haven’t reached when he was sold.


With no one to bring him home, he was soon taken away.

To a little house with a small wooden door, it seemed to be okay.

In there he saw many children, so many boys and girls.

Some heads were straight haired, some were fully curled.


What he saw in these children, that other’s failed to see.

That though they were playing, their faces showed no glee.

He was shown where to rest his head, and where to wash his face.

“This will be your new home” said the man who owned this place.


From the first night he spent over there, every thing seemed to go wrong.

He learned first hand, why the weak can not resist the strong.

He was called to the headmaster’s room, and told to lock the door.

On his way there he saw another little child, tears in her eyes and shaken to the core.


He went inside and the man gave him a nasty glare.

Eyes were set to the ground in fear, and the man got up from his chair.

“Do you know why you are here?” asked the man so fiercely, that the boy lost his voice.

The man stared and simply grinned “You now belong to me and you don’t have a choice”


He forced the kid to take of his clothes, and made him stand in the nude.

His body was then covered with welts, from the headmasters cane so crude.

He cried out loud and tried to cover himself, but it was useless to resist.

This was a much stronger man, and the child’s actions made him persist.


Day in and day out, he faced his caretaker’s wrath,

This now had taken a new path,

The beatings were not enough, there was this new exercise.

He was made to taste something, while a blindfold was put over his eyes.


It continued like this till one faithful night.

Someone came to save him, oh what a beautiful sight!

A couple came to adopt him and take him to a new home.

The man was from England, his wife from Rome.


They took the child and even got him a new sister.

They were so happy; they even said “Gee, thank you mister!”

So hand in hand, they went to start their new life.

The little boy felt happy, he was adored by the wife.


As wise men sat, “Good things don’t last.”

But he never expected this one to go so fast.

That night, when he came down to fetch a glass of water.

The sight he saw from the kitchen made his heart beat faster.


Through the door ajar, he saw the man in his sister’s room.

Her mouth had been covered, her limbs tied to a broom.

He looked down upon her menacingly, her eyes filled with dread.

Johnny couldn’t take it any longer and ran towards that bed.


In his hand was a knife which he stabbed into the man’s chest.

Over and over again till in crimson the blade was blessed.

It wasn’t the outrage that made him do it, but rather the feeling of being betrayed.

He thought it was behind him now, but now his hope was raped.


He sat there with his arms around her, a voice running through his head.

It told him to calm down, and ignore the sight on that bed.

His little frame was trembling and was covered in goose bumps too.

He cried out into the night, “Dear Lord? Where are you?”

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Dear Cass,

I’ve known you since last November.

(At least that’s how I remember.)

And ever since then, I’ve spoken to you every day.

Let me tell you, those moments touched my heart in every way.

You were a friend, one so dear.

My only wish is that you were actually here.

I can remember so clearly, those moments when you would smile.

Boy! Those memories are going to be etched in me for a while ^^

I remember times when you were sad, and about to cry.

Trust me dear, those moments I felt like to die.

About you there were a lot of things I admired.

But the greatest on was that no matter how sad or tiered,

Roughed up or depressed you were. You would still be there,

To listen to anyone with a lot of troubles to bear.

When people hurt you, you would still act strong

Though I knew that in your heart you were crying all along.

Whenever you did something you loved, in you there was lit a fire,

of determination. Grand like any heavenly choir.

There were times when you should have acted proud, yet were so meek.

Those were times, which made me feel so weak.

I’d tell you how I feel, but those three words would not be enough.

Unfortunately they are said too much.

On a side note, please get well

Because on you. Forever my heart will dwell.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

I wrote this, to the one who I should love the most. Shamefully It does no justice to that person and I'm disappointed with it.

My sins are big to bear.
But not one seems to care,
I’m all alone…
People pass me by.
No one can hear me cry,
I’m on my own…

These tears crash all around,
My soul can not be found,
I’m just too scared…
You put your hands around me,
I close my eyes, but I can see
Someone really cared...

I can’t see you there,
But I can feel your soul everywhere
You’re here for me…
I feel you on my finger tips,
Your name is dancing on my lips.
I’m glad to be.

Alive and free.
You love me
I’m not afraid…
To your music, I gently sway.
I know you’ll be with me every way.
I’ve been saved…

I’m yours and yours alone,
My sins have been atoned,
Because of you…
In my heart you have a special place,
I don’t even need to see your face.
Cause I love you…

Friday, October 30, 2009

Search


Is it true? I've been searching the world for you.
Is it true? You can find your name carved on me,
Is it true? Your the only one that I caaaan see
Is it true? That you love me too...

I took a breath,
you threw me of my feet.
Prayed to death,
and she came in between my sheets.
I know that your mad at me,
But understand that this was only so that we could be,
together forever in health and in wealth,
for better or for worse, till you realized that I...


I was just another curse

I wrote this after listening to a random guy outside my house play random chords on his guitar..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Odyssée de l'amour

Once upon a time, not so far away,

There was a boy who decided one fine day.

That, it was the time to tell this girl.

Who definitely was the most prettiest in the world.

That he loved her.

He decided to glide over the sands of time,

To express his love in verse and rhyme.

He wanted to give her nothing but the best,

So he vowed to never to be distracted or even take rest.

All because he loved her.

Everyday he would wake up to toil,

He would converse with Keats, he would listen to Boyle.

There was travel to across the earth,

While he tried for a new verse to give birth.

He just wanted to say he loved her.

However, when you’re up against heaven’s most perfect creature,

It’s hard to describe her every feature.

The ways that she talks, and makes your heart skip a beat.

When just being next to her makes your ears begin to heat.
It was so difficult to say it perfectly that he loved her.

He kept searching on his way,

Till his hairs began to grey.

He kept thinking how he would tell this sweet, tender hearted princess,

That because she lived, every day of his was blessed.

You see he really loved her.

Then finally when he was just out oh breath,

Standing next to him stood patiently waiting death.

He decided it was time.

Even if he didn’t have the perfect rhyme.

To tell her that he loved her

So he called up a god from deep below the sea,

To bring him a mirror, in which he saw me.

I recognized him, for what was his purpose to now deceive?

Here stood me of the future with a smile that told me to believe.

That I should tell you now that I love you.